I am on hiatus from writing the essay that I should have finished writing three weeks ago. I have roughly 20 days to finish it. I want to believe that I have what it takes to finish the task. It’s kind of a big deal, but it’s because of that fact that I’m having cold feet in writing it. So much depends on it. It’s overwhelming how so much depends on written word; how I’m putting almost everything on the line by writing it. And people think writing is easy.